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martes, 12 de mayo de 2009

Long Time No Blogyaaa

Long time no blog, huh guys :( . You know I write in English because It's less painful for me to say some things.

Too many problems.
Too many fun in London.
Too many up and downhills, I'm Mr. Upside-Down .

I know this would be freakin' insane for some people, but I think I've found someone who would deserve the 150% of me, but you know I feel myself such a rotten dark guy who doesn't deserve someone like her. It's intelligent, It's beatiful and interesting, really inspiring, I've never met somebody like her.

The hard part it's that I'm truly scared of asking her about me, I'm truly scared of her answer in both ways you know, because if it a yes, I could make the dream that someone apart my computer love me happen and if the answer it's a no I'm terrified of how dark I could go, because I've been on the edge, quite a bit past several months. I've learn the hard way, that a man it's an island and a woman's a world.

Maybe my position would sound stupid as my mouth it's tightlipped in order to get my heart a 1% rest, but you don't really know my real background, at this stage on my life, I've never ever trust someone to tell my 100% real history of what I really felt and what I really feel. That would make me think that I'm misunderstood many times a day.

I'm the man behind the mask, the comedian behind the tragedy, the man that loves everyone but ends walking away lonely.

But in the end, you inspire me, baby