Long time no blog, huh guys :( . You know I write in English because It's less painful for me to say some things.
Too many problems.
Too many fun in London.
Too many up and downhills, I'm Mr. Upside-Down .
I know this would be freakin' insane for some people, but I think I've found someone who would deserve the 150% of me, but you know I feel myself such a rotten dark guy who doesn't deserve someone like her. It's intelligent, It's beatiful and interesting, really inspiring, I've never met somebody like her.
The hard part it's that I'm truly scared of asking her about me, I'm truly scared of her answer in both ways you know, because if it a yes, I could make the dream that someone apart my computer love me happen and if the answer it's a no I'm terrified of how dark I could go, because I've been on the edge, quite a bit past several months. I've learn the hard way, that a man it's an island and a woman's a world.
Maybe my position would sound stupid as my mouth it's tightlipped in order to get my heart a 1% rest, but you don't really know my real background, at this stage on my life, I've never ever trust someone to tell my 100% real history of what I really felt and what I really feel. That would make me think that I'm misunderstood many times a day.
I'm the man behind the mask, the comedian behind the tragedy, the man that loves everyone but ends walking away lonely.
But in the end, you inspire me, baby
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Bueno, como me da pereza comentar en inglés, creo que lo haré en español.
Es una entrada muy bonita pero también triste. Convéncete de que tú vales mucho la pena, no tienes que estar pensando que no te mereces ser feliz, porque como podrás observar, hay muchísimos gilipollas a los que (al parecer) les va de PM, y tú eres mejor que ellos. Así que intenta ser positivo, y anímate. No puedo decirte si ella te dirá sí o no, pero desde luego te deseo la mejor de las suertes.
Y espero que esa mala racha haya pasado por completo.
It doesn't care what will happen. Life is a quest, and you are one of the best warriors I know... Well, I don't know you a lot, but I can tell this just reading the things about your life that you told us. So, doesn't cares what will happen, you just get what you need to have. Everyone knows that at the end. Good luck, and cheer up (and excuse my interference and my english).
Gracias chicas, aprecio mucho los comentarios.
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